This post is not about modeling, business, economics, or finance, it is about me. I write this full well knowing that I may suffer discrimination for it. So be it.
I am Agnostic. For the vast majority of Americans there is no difference between me and an Atheist. The reason I bring this up now is because I picked my son up from summer camp yesterday and he informed me that he was not allowed to eat lunch unless he said grace. Then he quickly followed up with the classic “God is good, God is great”. He clearly learned that at camp. This morning I asked his camp if he could sit silently while the other kids prayed. It was a tough decision because kids can be very mean to those seen as different. So while I have been ambiguous about my beliefs in the past I feel I owe it to my children that I am as open as I expect them to be.
I have reason to fear.
Atheist and Agnostics are discriminated against on a regular basis. We are reviled in a way no other minority is. If you want proof read the following
http://blog.lib.umn.edu/edgell/home/Strib%20Atheist%20Faith%20and%20Values.htmlIt doesn’t help that some atheists such as
Richard Dawkins can be inflammatory in their rhetoric either.
Agnostics vs. Atheist
Atheists believe there is/are no God(s) which is different from the Agnostic acceptance that we do not have the answer one way or another. The first requires just as much faith as a believer, the latter takes courage.
Agnosticism requires courage because it is not easy to accept that as intelligent as one may be they will never be able to know the answer of why and how we came to be. I personally follow Science but even if the quantum mechanics that makes the silicon chips in your computer operate, your cell phone work, the thermodynamics that powers you car or any of the other physics disciplines solves the riddle of the Big Bang we are still left with how did the Big Bang’s predecessor come into being.
Aristotle tried to tackle this problem and created the “
Unmoved Mover”. The alternative to that is perpetuity. Neither answer is truly satisfactory; both can be applied to physics or God.
Agnostics are not sitting on the fence.
Atheists have been known to accuse Agnostics as lacking conviction. They argue there is no proof that God exists and therefore it is only rational to accept that God does not exist. This is flawed logic. Lack of proof of existence is not the same as proof of non existence. Nicholas Taleb demonstrates this with his book “Black Swan”. Until Europeans settled Australia every swan they had ever seen was white. There was no proof that swans could be other colors. It clearly did not prove all swans are white. This is why I state that Atheist require faith just as believers do. There is simply no concrete evidence either way. Both sides can debate examples but they have yet to be subjected to criteria of testability and replication required.
Believers will sometimes attack Agnostics with “
Pascal’s Wager”. They will state since you don’t actively disbelieve why not just believe. That way in the event you are wrong you will still benefit from claiming a belief in God. This is also flawed logic assuming the Judeo/Christian/Muslim god does exist. It is claimed that God is omniscient and should that be true he would see right through the reasoning of Pascal’s Wager and likely not reward you for it.
One Life to Live.
Part and parcel of accepting that one can’t know whether there is a god or not means you also must accept that heaven, hell, or any other form of afterlife may not exist. My personal belief is this is the reason most Christians distrust non believers. They are afraid that since non believers feel they will not be held accountable for their actions on their death, what incentive do they have to be ethical or moral in life.
Hedonism and Ethics.
When you don’t expect an afterlife, you tend to want to enjoy the current one as much as possible. This leads to hedonistic view of life. I realize that these days that tends to have negative connotations of drunken debauchery but at its core it is simply an attempt to enjoy life to its utmost. Properly employed a person is constantly trading off enjoyment now for enjoyment later. If I want to enjoy my old age I better save for it. I want to avoid negative interactions with my fellow humans I better not start fights with them. The golden rule means more to me knowing that if I treat others well they will reciprocate. My self interest is benefited by being “good” to others. One can easily ascertain right from wrong without recourse to a higher power.
The fact is, and I hope my life would serve as evidence; the lack of belief in a higher power does not preclude me from knowing what is right and what is wrong. What hurts my fellow humans and what benefits them.
This post even serves proof of that. I am putting this out there and subjecting myself to possible discrimination, hatred, ridicule, and other negative reactions just so my children know that I would not expect them to potentially suffer while I run and hide. It was easy to be ambiguous when the repercussions only affected me. In this case ambiguity hurts my children who are unable to defend themselves. Therefore clarity is the only right thing to do.